😞🔫 If you can't express yourself, what is the point in being alive? I have a sick mind, Hope i don't loose it altogether. 🔞ADULTS ONLY🔞
certified retard (rare species)
Age 76, Other
Scat artist.
What a complete waste of time
Your mind.
Joined on 8/22/18
Posted by Lordcuckness - August 29th, 2020
It actually makes alot of sense to be honest.
And learning about has sent chills down my spine.. everything is very relatable.
well my goal at is to learn all i can about, and to see i can adjust my life in accordance to be heailer and better generally.
to be honest its been upsetting learning about it, for some reason. I guess because alot of it just hits home.
Posted by Lordcuckness - August 20th, 2020
Haven't felt this bad in a while. Depression and anger are a really realllly bad mix.
welp i will always take it out on myself either way. Ppl should be grateful for that. There are some who believe depression is repressed anger, and i can i kinda see what they mean. But god fucking dammit i feel so stuck, so alone and so very much caged. But ironically i am not, I can go out I can do things I can function quite well. I am going to find out soon, that i am proberbly autistic, or on the high functioning end. Not the end of the world but i don't know how I will react, maybe some releief at finally knowing more about myself.
I feel fucking gay and I want to move on from my partner. She sweet but vanilla as fuck and we don't gell as well as she thinks. But I care about her alot and feel for her. I have too much empathy, I dono how to break upl. I have no friends, I dono how to progress, I cant socialise that well besides text and even that is riddled with gramor and spelling errors and my sentances are a bit off in general. I guess at this point im venting, and I am hoping it will help me. Thats why i am doing. Not attention I just need to say some things, but writing in a diary does not have the same inpact, i feels insulting to have to keep these things to myself in a shity little book.
dfsdfsf you might have heard of misanthropy. Sadly I am very much one of those cynical people. And its getting so much worse. I feel content for literally everything, every tiny little detail, someones body language, the look of someones face. seeing magazines and adverts that most would think is normal I see as pure braindead monkeys. Its really hard knowing how to deal with anger, anger at myself and everyone. Thats partly why i make hentai and extreme scat hentai. Its my way of saying fuck you. But in more recent times i have enjoyed it and even make money from it, yes it is sexual but part of it is satiracal too.
I I do all the right things, i stay productive, i work, i excersize, my diet is pretty damn good. Im on meds, I see thearpists and getting diagnosis but I feel like fucking trash. I am out of place and in my own little world. I hate my country and I hate those damn normies everywhere. I am hateful but the tragic part is that I was not always like that. I have just become more and more bitter and now i feel like an old grumpy man.
OI should proberbly go to bed.
If I ever do a face reveal, thats a bad thing, it means i dont plan on existing much longer.
peace i guess, as much as i hate everything, i still feel a bit of hope and love. I still care about people and i still fantasize about them doing well and being happy. But sometimes thats just not enough. Well whatever, I guess tmw is another day. *Shivers* *remembers Tommorow Comes Today by Gorrilaz, a really dark danky song that is somehow relatable*
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Posted by Lordcuckness - July 27th, 2020
I remember ages ago.. i think on FB there were cool winnie the pooh illustrations, just like the originals except for one tiny thing..
They were edited to be gorey bloody and violent.. but i cant for the life of me find them anyway on the interent?!
wtf.. why is it so hard to find, they were awesome. Literally just like the pooh books but with blood and gore..
anybody know?
Posted by Lordcuckness - July 12th, 2020
 if I didint draw scat.
Maybe? eh.. idk
kinda dumb this quality control is not used with movies.
Posted by Lordcuckness - June 24th, 2020
Im offline at the moment, but maybe sub to me!
I will stream as offten as i can. I like people seeing me draw and it motivates me to. I will work on commissions or just random scat porn.
Posted by Lordcuckness - May 24th, 2020
seriously i love this lol.. And it sums up some much bullshit in todays PC culture. But also shits on how not being a cuck is basically being a sociopathic egotisdical fuckward with the respect of.. well nobody really. I hate right and left btw.. eeeh..
Posted by Lordcuckness - May 13th, 2020
Tom Nook 2020
Posted by Lordcuckness - May 8th, 2020
I should be able to finish my Chi Chi poop animation in the next few hours at least! Stay tuned :3
Posted by Lordcuckness - May 1st, 2020
Yep, every option!
Originally i raised my prices due to limited freetime with my job.. But since.. well I can't work anymore, it makes sense to lower the prices.
