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"Where do you get your inspiration"

Such a fucking classic man...

So like.. I have the obsession with Mario and the princesses.

before in the past i did some scat stuff. with Peach shitting and mario and luigi eating her delightful feces like the fucking italian slaves they are. (jk)

But like, now i wanna really wanna do an animation of Mario or luigi tied up and naked, getting kicked in the balls by a kinky dressed peach or daisy. Either that or instead of Mario/luigi, its Bowser. They would also be slapped and hit ect ect. And heck lets do some poop stuff too. Daisy makes Luigi her toilet, and luigi eats shit, he is a plumber afterall.

If it was Bowser.. then id do some more fucked shit. Like they shove his own dead offspring up his asshole. As as some sadistic insult to his lineage or whatever. Or they actually slaughter him slowly.

like.. i dono.. its just funny as fuck to me. Like all the kinks and fetish shit are only super funny to me if it involves Mario.

uh the latter idea of slaughtering bowser is more of an... art thing not porn. Uh i dono. Are ppl fucked if they ever wathced Saw? or literally any film with violence? Simpsons halloween episodes?

u get what i mean.

why?

I dono. I think its because mario as a game franchise is so happy go lucky. Heck im convinced why ppl find the idea of a kinky peach or daisy is EXACTLY because they come across as so innocent.

CHIMMMERNEEEYY

This guy is the greatest man who ever lived.

This is actually the best christmas song. I want them to play it in supermarkets everywhere.

I'm still alive in the literal sense. Kinda just fumming around

I had what was close to a nervous break down a few weeks ago, i managed to recovered from it.

I was in a peptual state of panic. let me tell u.. that aint know fun. I lost lots of weight in a single month from that alone.. i think.

Like i use to use the third hole on my belt. im now on my fiith, could do sixth if i wanted.

It seems from there my depression has gotton worse overall, it might be to do with age...

But what the fuck am i doing? Im so lonley and i feel im on the verdge of going mad, not helped by being autistic, but thats just personal to me of course

I know people on the spectrum do great things and feel great about it. I feel like my light has gone out and its horrifying.

I got on to meds about a month ago and thats helped i think, i got some antriptaline for sleep to, i think i seriously needed that.

Im thankful to have a thearpist at least.

I feel like all my dark disturbing thoughts have caught up with me, like im paying the price for living the way i have. Its not fucking fair. I was never social like everyone else, and everything scared me from day one. so why the hell was my diagnoses so late, if it was discovered early i could have learned more about my self at a time where i could have intergrated into the world better. Now i dono who i am and i hate it. It didnt bother me before.. but im older now, maybe thats why.

I feel so angry and hateful, but so sad and anxious. Its really hard to get intrusive thoughts about self harm and suicide out of my head. At the very least, i am in a slightly better place then I was about a month ago.. that was pure hell.

Its been a struggle just to get to this point where i can actually write and update people who follow me!

Seriously i couldnt do anything, i had to lay down and just watch tv and even that was a struggle, i was on the floor going mad. My emotions all over the place.

Anyway, i dont know if il return. I want to keep my social media stuff active and stuff. My gumroad too. I was at least able to do some productive stuff, although not strictly hentai, but practice that good improve my overal quailty of content if i did return.

Thanks everyone who supported me on patron, and everyone who watches me on furaffinity and follows me on twitter and newgrounds.

xxxx

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Because their red meat diet includes trans fats

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