She read my aspergers report and was surprisingly accepting of that personal fact and others..

I think my dad will be the same.. hopefully

damn.. I do have really great perants..

Anyway reading about aspergers has been quite upsetting, because its very relatable.. and makes sense of alot of bullshit including somewhat of the depression. Its both reliefing and a bit sad at the same time. Kinda wish it was detected sooner but hey, it could be way way waaaaaaay worse.. i mean jesus christ poor Chris Chan had it worse and his perants did fuck all to care for him and his condition.

But i must say it is scary. I went through periods were I could see the bare bones of how someone would commit suicide, mass murder, rape and (literally any crime in the book). It was horrible to be filled with that much despair and hatred for humanity and myself. Thankfully.. I THINK I'm over that. Please don't think me a danger, if anything ever got close to that id either commit suicide or admit myself to a hosbital.

I don't mean to be pretentious, but if you suspect you have this its worth getting an assesment. It's worth it if you went through or are going through hell...

well anyway theres an update

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